Monday, March 22, 2010

oh today, today...

The stress is starting to get to me...
I picked a bad month to go off my anti depressants. Trying to find a full time job, unpacking and getting 23 years of my shit consolidated and put where it belongs, and trying to fit dieting losing weight and going to the gym in with all of this crap.
Overall, it sucks.
All i want to do is get some friends (which i seem to be lacking these days) and hang out occasionally. Amongst all of this down time, i need some lower down time. Like a massage, a mani/ pedi, some new makeup, some styling clothes. I like being a girl, i just don't like the feelings that are associated with it. :(

more to come when i get motivated and/ or inspired.
I miss writing, even it is "blogging" (god i feel lame for saying that)

<3
one love

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